Hiya, I have been reading through this thread with interest. Hi Goose, and Hi MG
I haven't really read all of the posts, just the relevent bits - your posts goose and that of your girlfriend. Firstly, you both sound lovely
I'm really happy that you've got eachother to support - it seems like there is an amazing amount of love b etween you - too sweet! So often people go on a diet and the other party doesn't and this can lead to all kinds of problems, at least you have eachother.
Right, now, as for the main point of this thread.
Firstly - I have an enormous appetite. I could eat all day long if I let myself, but with any WOE you have to have a modicomb of self control (which I have to add, I hate that fact!!
) We got to this point by loving the food we ate....whether it be because we are just piggies...or in many cases our hormones make us want to gorge (which i would say in your case it probably is) and we find it difficult to go on any new WOE because we have loved food so much prior to going on it that it's psychologically difficult to not use it as a friend.
(I am using my own experience as an example - if this is not you then fair enough, I am just using it to explain a few points)
So we have this biological thing going on making us put on weight - and also making it hard to lose again....and this psychological thing going on which makes us really pissed off when we have to change the way we eat. It's like a very vicious circle.
But unfortunately, like a lot of other people, artificial sweetners do stall me out BIG TIME. There's the phisical thing that is like the chemical reactions in the body which no one can help - and then the psychological thing of eating sweet things so needing sweet things....does that make sense? You're far more likely to WANT the frankenfoods if you have them all the time.
I would suggest that you go into induction for just two more weeks.....what have you got to lose really?? In that time you will start to see your weight on the decline again, which will spur you on with the plan. I KNOW it's hard and I KNOW you will hate to have to do it - but by cutting out the sweetners you WILL un-addict yourself mentally and physically from the cravings that they produce.
Secondly...EAT enough. Make sure you visit that link that EmmaB posted the one with the calorie counter thing on it....hold on I'll find it....
http://www.countcarbs.com/tools/basal_active.htm
Make sure you enter your height/weight/age into it, and then just see how many cals you need to actually survive each day. That's without breathing, walking, exersising etc....you might just find that you're not eating ENOUGH! If you don't eat enough your body goes into starvation mode and you'll not lose the weight either.
I understand your wanting to lose weight to get pregnant....I did the same thing. I started the pregnancy at 250lbs - I ended up with twins - 50lb heavier than when i started....when i look back now i really wish I had got down lower before having children. i was almost uncapable of coping with my kids at 300lbs. It was SO devistatingly tireing anyway, and then lugging all that extra weight on top of everything was awful. I decided on losing weight when the scale tipped 300lbs - I was at 300lbs for the first 18 months of their lives and I regret every single minute of it.
I think you owe it to yourself and any children you might have to be at a better state weight wise.
I know all of this is probably falling on ears which do not really wish to listen....sometimes the truth is unbareable and you have to really truly need to get your head around it before you put your best foot forward.
You are wonderful people, and you just need to get a determination.....MG, if you want a baby then NOT doing this is NOT an option.
Good luck folks - you CAN do this!