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BLUE I can't even fathom that. I would hunker in and hire a neighbor kid! OH HELLO NO- You would find me face down in the drive way.
Hell I was out in my flip flops and sweater- walking outside on my lunch hour. My skin is still slightly red from sitting in the sun yesterday. was close to 70. I can't do anymore winter.
You a better woman than me! -
Although I will admit even in your writing - looking down the street. Quite, fresh fallen snow, that muffles noise, untouched yet, with twinkling lights. I just love to read about it Live it no !!!!
Ok honey eat up the Asian and get back on plan! You are really blessed with a great guy, good health, wonderful friends and a dynamite kid.
Everything else is just well ........... can be rebuilt. The thing is- yes you are losing your house. I am getting real here. But- Another family- that loves and will do as you did , raise a family there is a great legacy. I am in no way diminishing your loss, but those poor families in Ca- that just lost it all- fires, mudslides....... floods- just gone.
I know what you are going though rough my friend. But you are blessed. Sat next to a man last night when I went out. He is 62. Made conversation with me. He is a widower , and is on hospice care. You would never know it looking at him as he obviously has money and was dressed to the tee. Suit jacket and wing tipped shoes at a sports bar.
Anyway he was at the table next to mine and we started chatting.
He is dying. Stage 4 lung cancer, months to live. No kids, no family- totally alone- will die alone. it was really depressing to listen to him. He ask for my number- but said he would never call. Just wanted to know "if he could still get a number from a pretty gal". Ya I gave it to him.
All this to say Blue- I know you are struggling. I just want you to see what we see in you. One tough, bad ass fighter. I know you are always the tough one- and sometimes that is rough. I too know the want of wanting to just curl up and have someone take over - when it get overwhelming. But you do have the hubs!
I'm just saying- you just gotta love the fact you have a wonderful guy who loves you and at the end of the day- it's just you
two! Stuff comes and goes- sometimes we have it and sometimes we don't.
OK...... backing slowly now outta your business- all said in love you know.
TRIG- speaking of love for the hubby/ pork chop- beautiful thing you offer your guy. Chin up sister- well done!!!!!!!!! Proud of you. you so deserve the fairy tail yourself!
I will love to see how this play out for you and the family!
Awesome one the steak pile up!
Leeann- I KNOW you are craving the normalcy of you routine. There is much comfort in that!
I know what it feels like to "blow it"- after working so hard and getting a few pounds off. Get right back up there sister and brush it off. NEW DAY- THIS IS OUR YEAR!!!!!!!! LETS OWN IT.
Sounds like things winding down in a great way for you- gosh knows you need it!
KMOM- your kind heart is ever amazing! What a giver you are!
I am concerned -I sure hope you are still in contact with your doctor. I was hoping the tiredness was over. Maybe you just have a touch of something. Have you had your blood levels check recently?
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Worked on school papers and feeling good about it. It is REALLY REALLY REALLY FREKIN HARD. Sorta like having a baby- you think it sounds lovely until you hit labor. I'm just in the morning sickness stage and wording ......what the ............I will do this!
Work is a bit*ch right now I will save that for morning. I am SO MAD...... I need to wait until morning before I vent about what a spineless wastes of space my boss is. DEEP BREATHING..... Because It is late and I am still up and need sleep.
All I will say is I happen to find my review for myself on the printer. I looked at it. I am FURIOUS. IS AND UNDERSTATEMENT- As many times as I have saved her as s to to a mediocre review is unacceptable. I can honestly say- not bragging I saved that dam dept. If I had not do what I have done jobs would be gone and I just don't know were we would be.
She doesn't know I saw it. I barely spoke to her today. I get my formal review Wed. I need to calm down before I tell her to go fly a kite- I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MAD. OMG- OK JAZ BREATH..................
I know she is a putz- but dear god I have saved her arzzzzz so many times to give me a 3- serious!!!!!!!!!!!! just MEETS- no above or beyond. ARE YOU KIDDING ME?????????????????????
Ok I went there......... Thank goodness I have 2 days to simmer before I see this........ I am thinking about walking in with a written rebuttal- and telling her I am offended beyond words. Really. Because I am.
If I just look at her and say " you know what I am speechless and offended beyond words" and just shut up- she should feel guilty as hell.
I know it's a stupid review. But it it's. It's the time we as bosses get to say thank to those that work for us and support us. Ok- I need to stop because I am boiling now.
BREATHE- Just got 1 small glass of wine. YA know I don't drink alot- although I talk about wine some on here. I do enjoy a glass now and again. I do watch it. I don't drink the sweet stuff. Just a nice merlot. I have about 1-2 glass a week. That is my treat! I like it and count it. I feel I am so limited in everything else- I don't feel a couple glasses sets me back.
Ok- 11:40 here and the alarm goes off at 5:25 aM
LORI- how was boot camp? Feeling good? Thought about you this morning. I was out walking my pooch early tis morning and she spied a kitty under a car. She darted for it- lucky she is on a leash. I dragged her in. But then I started hearing the kitty CRY outside my window. DANG I felt bad for it. I think we scared it. It was a little thing and was wailing like a baby. I killed me. Poor thing! They really do should like babies crying.
OK- I have been a real Debbie down in this post-
I am ending on a silver living- WOE 100% And stellar today!
And thats enough- I am healthy, and moving forward- whatever that looks like. If I don't get my house due to the bitch denying me a bonus so be it. I got my Bella, and wherever we lay our heads together is home to me.
Yea- I may not get that down payment bonus- because of her review. YUP- I will go plan b- not sure what that is. But I will figure it out.