Thu, Jul-18-02, 08:59
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Registered Member
Posts: 96
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Plan: Schwarzbein
Stats: 205/205/175
BF:
Progress: 0%
Location: Minnesota, USA
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need your help today
I am having a hard day today. I think today is day 10 of SP and I am guessing that with the caffeine, sugar, refined carbs out of my system, my feelings are coming to the surface in a big way.
28 months ago I lost my beautiful daughter, Andrea, to a drunk driver. I am starting to find life and Hope again, but these past 2 days I have been feeling very very sad again. How I have survived this horrific pain these past 2 years, to some degree anyway, is with food, especially refined carbs. Now I KNOW, that all I have to do is face this and feel it and it will pass, but right at this moment this feels very hard to do.
My food plan is not very appealing to me at all this morning. Yet I am committed to getting through this day without *using*. I know that God/LOVE and all my angels are carrying me through this, but I would really appreciate any prayers and support you may have also. Thank you. Hugs, Diane
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