It's so freeing....

1. avoiding weddings and parties because I don't look/feel good
2. stretchmarks on top of stretchmarks
3. chub rub
4. shorts
5. the nagging complaint of being fat and not changing it
6. knowing what so many people think of fat people
7. always feeling like a burden/in the way
8. SHOES!!

geeze I could go on forever...oh wait
Listening to my skinny friend talk about how fat she is, and then thinking that I haven't been her weight since fifth grade, and may never be that weight!