So i'm looking at my journal and i'm in a stall right now and trying to keep it all together and what do I see but...

I have been sabotaging myself--- now when i'm so close!

I have not gone a week since the new year without a cheat or a LC bar or a glass of alcohol and these things have all been within my power.

So... I have asked my peanut gallery for help and i'm back on track again.

It took me a while and i'm not proud but... I did realize it at least.

I want to get to goal this time!!!