i know this wasn't my topic, but i just want to thank every one who has replied. it's comforting to know that each of us is not a freak of nature

i just had an interaction with my boss the other day, and she never knew me as bigger. see, i just cut my hair off - well 6 inches off, so it's chin length now. everyone has been so complimentary about it. i feel weird, to be honest. anyway. i told my boss that i still feel huge and slobby and FAT. she told me i was crazy, that i'm tiny, and wow how weird i am to think that. i just shrugged my shoulders and laughed nervously a little bit. it is what it is, and no one can convince me otherwise. i guess i should just learn to keep those thoughts in my head instead of vocalizing them.