I know EXACTLY how you feel!

I am in that awful place also. But I WILL NOT give up totally! That would be the worst that could happen.

I have been "off the wagon" and wallowing since last Thanksgiving and keep telling myself I'll start again next Monday, tomorrow, after next week-end's dinner out, etc..... Doing this has caused me to gain back nearly all the weight I had lost! Which depresses me greatly.

I think we just have determine in our mind this is the day we will get back on track and become obsessive about it again. I remember when LCing was totally ingrained in my entire day.... I have slipped away from it.

I don't think there are any easy answers to getting back on track. Everyone has to get there on their own timing.

I would be willing to set a date with you and we could start back at it together if you'd like.