After struggling with this for so long and beating myself up about it, it is so wonderful to hear other people discuss what is going on with them. I have never come across such a well put together forum! One of the things that does keep me going is knowing that God has some kind of plan for me (he's just not letting me in on it yet!). Everything happens for a reason, and in the end, it will all be okay. After you've tried to have a baby for so long, when you get pregnant is seems so unreal. And then to get pregnant twice, and lose both babies is just incomprehensible! Now I know that there are others out there who have struggled as much as I have, and even more.

Chele