Sat, Mar-15-03, 18:51
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Reinventing Myself
Posts: 11,768
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Plan: Doctor's Plan
Stats: */*/*
BF:
Progress: 77%
Location: Scotch Plains, NJ
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I think my biggest trigger is lack of affection/love/acceptance. I never had that in my life growing up. Not that they didnt love me, but it was never shown in my home and I wanted that most of all. They bought me tons of stuff, but that didnt replace what I needed (not that we were rich...please dont let me give that impression...but it was like they showed love by buying stuff) I would have been happy with hugs, kisses, or "I love yous". WOuld have saved them a lot of money!
Even in my relationships with friends and men, that is what I want...I give give give and when I feel I dont get back in return (which i feel A LOT) then it is a trigger.
I have been controlling it lately, but I am just waiting...
~Michelle
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