Hey Citruskiss,

I think this is a tough one. I am trying to come to terms with the size thing, since I always wear a bigger size than I "look". There are a lot of 18's that are too small for me at 180, so I know being a 4-6-8 is just not on the horizon, even if I got very small. This did influence me to set a much lower goal weight (at the lower end of BMI) but I have no idea if I will ever get anywhere near there. I've been training and gaining weight, but I fit smaller clothes now than I did when I was five pounds smaller (into a size 16 in the major lines instead of 18)

Janine