I had been clean for years following Atkins. I relapsed over Christmas and have been battling emotional and binge eating-eating huge huge amounts of calories in one sitting. I should also add, I only do it in private. No one knows, not my family, not husband (I'd die of embarrassment), no friends. I joined Food Addicts Anonymous, but its only an online forum with slow traffic. I am a food addict, sugar, carbs, wheat. No denying it. I want to keep track of my clean days. Anyone else? I am hoping to see the days add up. Anyone else?