Santabarb - Thanks for the encouragement.
I guess all this weight gain, so fast, has scared the living daylights out of me. And I feel like running back to what worked before, even though it meant wrecking my health...
In addition my parents want me to go on WW because they are worried about the weight gain too. My Dr. wants me to lose weight because the blood tests show that the one thing wrong with me is my liver is a little inflamed or something, which he says is because of the extra weight. I have got stretch marks all over my legs, arms, breasts, hips... It is so depressing.

I want to be healthy, but that includes not being overweight. I know, be healthy to lose wight. I feel so trapped in this weight I panic. I tried Atkins once, and gained weight. So I figured low carb diets didn't work for me.

Here's what I'm going to do.
I'm going to go back to Schwarzbein for the next three months. I'll stay here, needing every bit of support I can ask for. And if at the end of the three months I'll evaluate what to do next. I'll keep the CORE info just in case.

Thanks all for caring