HOLEEEEE SH*T

Ok, they aren't kidding when they say that P90X is Xtreame.

Disk 2, seriously kicked my butt. I could only make it through 30 minutes of the disk before my body told me it was enough. My heart was pounding and I was WAY out of breath.

But I got 30 minutes in. Next time, who knows... 35 or 40 maybe 45 minutes of the hour.

As a friend here on the forum has in her tag:

PROGRESS NOT PERFECTION

One of my huge problems is I am a perfectionist. If I can't do it perfectly, I won't do it at all. This is a major break through for me on so many levels.

The first hurdle was the food, where I started considering when I went off plan due to emotional binges, instead of leaving saying it didn't work, I said, lets get back in the saddle.

Exercise, now when I can't finish a rep or a DVD...Its no big deal, I am doing something that I wasn't doing before.

That said... I am SORE, but I feel good.

John