Welcome boom6,

Totally feel your pain. When I started back in Feb at 279.5lbs the road ahead seemed daunting. I was so pissed I had gotten myself back in the same weight situation but what were the options? If I had continued down the path of poor eating I would never improve my body. I had to take it one day at a time and just own what was needed to get healthy. I too have lost and gained more than 100lbs many time in my 55 years of life and in order to continue in this life I knew I had to do it again. Like others have said, that is ok, that has been my journey and I own it. With the passage of time and focusing on improved eating one day at a time, success is possible.

Good luck to you. You will do this!

Kathy