nfnitedawn
Sun, Jun-23-02, 09:34
I want to add my experience to all the other wonderful posts in here, I'm gaining more insight everyday. I started on the lc WOL last month, and it has brought so much to light for me. I initially started this diet to perfect my body, to decrease my bodyfat to where I can feel great about myself. Since I've started, I've learned just how much carbohydrates were effecting my life and health!
I am an alcoholic in recovery 4 years, treating bipolar and panic disorder, and a recovered anorexic. I hadnt realized how close the addictions are... in my sobriety I had switched from alcohol, to sweets and sugar. And because of my focus on health and fitness I hid most of my sugar cravings in cereals, rice cakes, breads, dairy, wheat and crackers.
I do struggle with the obsessive microanalyzing I've read about here, sometimes I catch myself trying to do it perfect, no matter what the cost on my serenity and freedom. Its so true though, this is a WAY of life, not just a means to lose pounds and inches. I try to remember this isnt about beating myself up or punishing myself, even though I do feel ashamed about my carb addiction, because I focus so much on fitness.
The key here I think is loving ourselves, treating ourselves with nurturance and respect...and above all be gentle with ourselves.
For myself I've found a new freedom and joy in life through my sobriety, and this is just another way to even more freedom and joy, now that I've discovered this not so hidden addiction!!
It truly amazes me how everything is related.. alcohol, sugar, depression, fatigue, eating disorders, stomach disorders...this is another opportunity to learn how to take care of myself, without needing an escape.
Thanks for listening, and happiness to you all!
Dawn :angel:
I am an alcoholic in recovery 4 years, treating bipolar and panic disorder, and a recovered anorexic. I hadnt realized how close the addictions are... in my sobriety I had switched from alcohol, to sweets and sugar. And because of my focus on health and fitness I hid most of my sugar cravings in cereals, rice cakes, breads, dairy, wheat and crackers.
I do struggle with the obsessive microanalyzing I've read about here, sometimes I catch myself trying to do it perfect, no matter what the cost on my serenity and freedom. Its so true though, this is a WAY of life, not just a means to lose pounds and inches. I try to remember this isnt about beating myself up or punishing myself, even though I do feel ashamed about my carb addiction, because I focus so much on fitness.
The key here I think is loving ourselves, treating ourselves with nurturance and respect...and above all be gentle with ourselves.
For myself I've found a new freedom and joy in life through my sobriety, and this is just another way to even more freedom and joy, now that I've discovered this not so hidden addiction!!
It truly amazes me how everything is related.. alcohol, sugar, depression, fatigue, eating disorders, stomach disorders...this is another opportunity to learn how to take care of myself, without needing an escape.
Thanks for listening, and happiness to you all!
Dawn :angel: