KristyRusi
Tue, May-07-13, 12:15
So... i'm here on week 17, and approaching my first mini goal. Which was to be under or at least close to being under 200lbs by May 10th/11th (my friends wedding).
This morning I weighed 204.9lbs (i'm on that TOM) and i've been experiencing a new "symptom" of the Atkins diet, for about a week now. Which is hair loss. I have long blonde hair to my rear, and have for a long time, it's not "thick" but not really fine either. But over the past week when i brush my hair instead of the usually rat knot or 2 it's been coming out in handfulls. I called my aunt who is a nurse, and she asked me about my diet. She said that if you don't eat enough calories your body will send your folicles into shock because it's using calories for other things, like normal function. (i love my aunt,... but she is just a nurse...so...) i went to the doctor this morning (starting week 2 of experiencing hand full after hand full of hair... and he basically said the same thing. He said "you are taking a vitamin, so it can't be low iron.. which is a usual suspect... you are eating lots of protein which is what hair is mostly made of, so it's not what your eating... it's what you aren't eating, which is enough calories for your body to actually think hair is important...".. i told him its strange the hair i want to keep, (on my head) is falling out... but the hair on my face that i've started experiencing when i first went to atkins, and the color change in hair on my arms is what i don't want. He basically said, it's great for weight loss, but eventually you need to add back in other foods like fruit. (which i really wanna do but don't wanna mess up the plan, when i'm so close to under 200lbs).. in addition though i'm losing weight at a rate of 1-2 lbs a week, and he said that is fine.. but i really need to eat even if i'm not hungry at least 1000 calories a day or parts of my body will suffer, the easiest being hair loss, the worst being things like kidney's liver etc... so i thought i would share this, as who wants to be skinny and bald?
A lot of people also say they look different when they lose weight this way that they look smaller at the weight of xlbs than they did the first time they got that low... i agree... however i'm very "flappy" and i think that's part of the thinning look.. which again.. not so grand.. also i have more stretchmarks than i've ever had in my life before.. it's pretty gross a sight seeing me naked.. it's like my fat was keeping me lookin' young..
I'm still forging ahead... but i'm not happy right now... i'm not even amused to be frank.. it's just one of those phases/stages where i feel this was all a joke, and what difference does it make?.. i have a husband, we could both be fat and happy together.. i am not in any better "shape" as i'm still out of breath takin' out the trash.. i've lost all my strength actually, i'm just a shell, with a flappy outter layer. I required no "exercise" to get this small, and as a result i regret it. I should have exercised the entire time, for those beginners.. YES you can lose loads of weight NOT exercising.. but if you think you are gonna look like a "sexy" before and after photo.. i'm sorry it's just not true.. it'll take plastic surgery for my body to ever look right again.. and i'm only down 47lbs, never had children, (and still weigh over 200lbs, and had hoped this would actually help me get pregnant at least i'd have a reason to have such a busted body.) so i gag to think at what a turkey i will look like at goal weight...
It's time to buck up and face reality.. Eat more, possibly up the carbs, and DEFINITELY EXERCISE!... *sigh*....
This morning I weighed 204.9lbs (i'm on that TOM) and i've been experiencing a new "symptom" of the Atkins diet, for about a week now. Which is hair loss. I have long blonde hair to my rear, and have for a long time, it's not "thick" but not really fine either. But over the past week when i brush my hair instead of the usually rat knot or 2 it's been coming out in handfulls. I called my aunt who is a nurse, and she asked me about my diet. She said that if you don't eat enough calories your body will send your folicles into shock because it's using calories for other things, like normal function. (i love my aunt,... but she is just a nurse...so...) i went to the doctor this morning (starting week 2 of experiencing hand full after hand full of hair... and he basically said the same thing. He said "you are taking a vitamin, so it can't be low iron.. which is a usual suspect... you are eating lots of protein which is what hair is mostly made of, so it's not what your eating... it's what you aren't eating, which is enough calories for your body to actually think hair is important...".. i told him its strange the hair i want to keep, (on my head) is falling out... but the hair on my face that i've started experiencing when i first went to atkins, and the color change in hair on my arms is what i don't want. He basically said, it's great for weight loss, but eventually you need to add back in other foods like fruit. (which i really wanna do but don't wanna mess up the plan, when i'm so close to under 200lbs).. in addition though i'm losing weight at a rate of 1-2 lbs a week, and he said that is fine.. but i really need to eat even if i'm not hungry at least 1000 calories a day or parts of my body will suffer, the easiest being hair loss, the worst being things like kidney's liver etc... so i thought i would share this, as who wants to be skinny and bald?
A lot of people also say they look different when they lose weight this way that they look smaller at the weight of xlbs than they did the first time they got that low... i agree... however i'm very "flappy" and i think that's part of the thinning look.. which again.. not so grand.. also i have more stretchmarks than i've ever had in my life before.. it's pretty gross a sight seeing me naked.. it's like my fat was keeping me lookin' young..
I'm still forging ahead... but i'm not happy right now... i'm not even amused to be frank.. it's just one of those phases/stages where i feel this was all a joke, and what difference does it make?.. i have a husband, we could both be fat and happy together.. i am not in any better "shape" as i'm still out of breath takin' out the trash.. i've lost all my strength actually, i'm just a shell, with a flappy outter layer. I required no "exercise" to get this small, and as a result i regret it. I should have exercised the entire time, for those beginners.. YES you can lose loads of weight NOT exercising.. but if you think you are gonna look like a "sexy" before and after photo.. i'm sorry it's just not true.. it'll take plastic surgery for my body to ever look right again.. and i'm only down 47lbs, never had children, (and still weigh over 200lbs, and had hoped this would actually help me get pregnant at least i'd have a reason to have such a busted body.) so i gag to think at what a turkey i will look like at goal weight...
It's time to buck up and face reality.. Eat more, possibly up the carbs, and DEFINITELY EXERCISE!... *sigh*....