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diemde
Thu, Jul-05-07, 09:31
I started looking into eating low carb on July 5th, 2003. It wasn’t until the 7th that I actually started eating fewer carbs… and it wasn’t until mid July that I found this forum. I lurked for about a month and finally introduced myself to the general forum on August 15th and then the TDC on August 26th. It seems just like yesterday…

At that time I posted this in my TDC introduction thread: “One mini goal I have is to be able to fit my hiney in those small cheap plastic patio chairs people have”. Well, I’m pleased to say that I met that goal. :D

An interesting observation as I went back and looked at my TDC intro thread... Not one of the people responding post here any more. From everything I’ve read, having a support group is essential to losing weight and keeping it off. I wonder how those folks are doing now. For me, it is essential that I stay plugged into my support group here.

It’s been an interesting journey. I simply tracked my carbs for a couple of days and then decided to cut back. I cut back to 150, then 125, then 100 and so on. I’ve never actually done an induction, but I’m sure there are days when I’ve eaten induction level carbs.

I also got into exercise because of some TDC exercise challenges. And this, from a die hard… who never believed that you should have to exercise just for exercise sake. I always felt like you should get your exercise just through your normal living. Of course, I wasn’t getting any, but hey, that didn’t matter. It was the principle. :lol: Needless to say, I really enjoyed the exercise... or maybe it was the results. I first started with Leslie Sansone’s Walk Away the Pounds videos. I still highly recommend them for TDC’ers just getting started with exercise.

I joined World Gym in 2005, about 5 months before we moved to the new house. I hired a personal trainer for a month or so to get me started. That was a good move for me and I would recommend it for anyone who wants to start lifting weights. He taught me the right way to use all of the equipment. I found out that I really love lifting weights. There is just something about seeing that progress that makes me feel like I am accomplishing something. And back then, I actually could see muscles started to show!

And yes, I fell off the wagon, too. When I moved to my new house, all of my routines were shot. My old house didn’t sell and I was financially strapped. I couldn’t go to the gym anymore and I was in serious jeopardy financially. I finally had to rent the old house out for less than what it cost me each month. And let me say that when you are juggling your bills each month, weight loss just takes a back seat. It wasn’t until the old house sold the following Spring that I was able to breath again. And it still took me another 6 months to finally get my head back into the weight loss game. Of course, that was after gaining 60 pounds. :thdown:

I lost 104 lbs the first year. When I started working out, my weight loss slowed down, but it was definitely worth it. Just before I fell off the wagon, I was starting to wear size 16s – regular size 16s! And I was wearing size 28Ws when I started this journey. I regained back up to a size 22W and actually had to buy new clothes when I fell off the wagon. I had given away all my old stuff. Now that I am back on the wagon, I’ve given those new size 22s away! I’m wearing size 18Ws now and plan to fit into those size 16s soon.

My posted goal is to get back to where I was before I fell of the wagon, 210. At that time, I felt good about myself for the first time in a long time. Even though I still saw myself as fat, I really did look just like all the other middle aged women out there. My daughter and I would look at people and ask each other, do I look like her? It still surprises me when my daughter says I’m not as big as the other woman. :D My self image is just not realistic… Sometimes I think I’ll always feel like I’m that woman who wore size 28Ws.

I’ll probably continue on to a lower weight. My original goal was 172, which is what I weighed in high school. I would at least like to get below 200… just because I hear Onederland is so great. :lol: I know it’s just a number, though.

The biggest lesson I’ve learned is to just never quit trying. This truly is a lifelong journey and as long as we keep at it, we’ll make it. Sure, there will be good and bad days, things we try that don’t work and things we try that work better than we expected. As long as we are trying, we’re still in the game.

I’ve seen some folks here in the TDC actually make it to goal. There aren’t that many, though. It’s kind of scary when you think about it. What happens to the majority of folks? Do they quit trying and regain the fat? Or maybe they are like I was – just other things keeping them from focusing on weight loss. I have the utmost respect for the TDCers who have reached their goals and continue to share their wisdom with us. When they post, I read. If you want to do something, who better to learn from than those who have done it?

I read this many years ago, probably back in the 80s. It has stuck with me for years and it seems so appropriate for those of us who are on this weight loss journey.

Life is like a journey taken on a train
With a pair of travelers at each window pane.
I might sit beside you all the journey through
Or I might sit elsewhere, never knowing you.
But if fate should mark me to sit at your side,
Let's be pleasant travelers -- it's so short a ride!
-author unknown

I plan to be on this weight loss forum until I’m too old to type. I hope you will be here, too, riding along beside me.

And a special note for those who are lurking. If I had continued to lurk after that first month of finding this forum, I probably wouldn’t be here today. It’s the friendships and mutual support we get here that keep us coming back day after day... that keep us trying. Please come out of hiding and join us!

deborah c
Thu, Jul-05-07, 09:56
Dianne, this thred explains so much about your journey and I truly enjoyed reading it, especially the poem - how beautiful. I feel as you do, as long as I have the NET I'll probably be here, hopefully this site will stay strong and active. And you and people like Judy will continue to share your stories, they help me feel less weak and alone. Thanks!

dcgoodin
Thu, Jul-05-07, 09:57
Good for you - 4 years is a long time to be committed to yourself!! That's how I see it - a committment to yourself - whether you fell off the wagon along the way doesn't matter as much as climbing back on it. I'm happy for your success so far and I'm certain you will be back in size 16's in no time, and ultimately in Onederland :)

katwoman
Thu, Jul-05-07, 09:58
An interesting observation as I went back and looked at my TDC intro thread... Not one of the people responding post here any more. From everything I’ve read, having a support group is essential to losing weight and keeping it off. I wonder how those folks are doing now. For me, it is essential that I stay plugged into my support group here.

For me too Dianne. I'm positive the reason I was finally able to get back on the wagon after my tumble off is because I never left the forum. I stayed for the friendships I'd established--and eventually I was able to plug back into the WOL as well.

I always enjoy your introspection.

callmedoc
Thu, Jul-05-07, 11:21
Thanks for the post Dianne! I am very encouraged! I've been back on the wagon now for a little over a month, but I never had a group like this when I was on before. It's nice to have a strong support group to help out and listen when needed.

~doc

jschwab
Thu, Jul-05-07, 12:35
It took me nearly 50 pounds to get from a 28 to a 24 so staying under 22 even through all of your troubles is to be commended - I know that represents a lot of weight NOT regained.

Congratulations on your 4 year commitment. My goal is 204 (my lowest adult weight) with high school weight my eventual goal so we are in it together.

Janine

Cathy B.
Thu, Jul-05-07, 13:10
Happy Anniversary, Dianne! Thank you for this post and for continuing to be such an inspiration to so many of us. I thought of you today when I stepped on the scale and the number went UP instead of down! I started to get angry and then I remembered your post, "What real weight loss looks like." So I told myself to chill out and just accept it as part of the process. But had it not been for that post, I might be driving down the street right now for some serious junk food. So thank you, again.

You have lost 99 pounds! That is an amazing accomplishment!

Cathy

drmom
Thu, Jul-05-07, 13:59
It really is helpful to have a place to go on the internet that is always helpful. Your posts are wonderful to read and ponder. you are an inspiration.

CaseyZee
Thu, Jul-05-07, 14:08
Dianne, this is a really excellent post. I think I joined shortly after you did, and you're right, there aren't many of those old faces around anymore.

The biggest lesson I’ve learned is to just never quit trying.
I like this. I'm essentially starting over after having twins and I have to keep reminding myself not to beat myself up because that won't help. I just need to get at it and do what I need to do....and keep trying.

Rissa6247
Thu, Jul-05-07, 14:25
Congratulations on the weight loss and never giving up. Here's to four more years. :Party:

diemde
Thu, Jul-05-07, 21:43
Thanks everyone! I am pretty analytical... my daughter thinks I'm too logical most of the time. :lol: It helps me when I keep diving in and trying to understand how weight loss really works... just another way to stay plugged in.

It's hard to believe it's been 4 years... as many people say, the time is gonna pass anyway, so we might as well lose some of that fat along the way! :D

Thanks again!

Sallie
Thu, Jul-05-07, 22:11
Happy Anniversary Dianne!!!

Thank you for the post Dianne. You are always so insightful. I learn alot from you. Congratulations on your accomplishments thus far and awaiting many more to come!

Sallie :rose:

j13
Thu, Jul-05-07, 22:50
Really interesting. Thanks for posting this. :)

-j.

Scented1
Fri, Jul-06-07, 13:36
Happy anniversary Dianne!

Thank you for sharing your story. it is really inspirational. I started in 03 too. made it a year, then quit, started again last year, and quit and am back now since May.

Coming to the forum each day keeps me honest with myself.

I am glad to be here with you on the TDC Train! :)

ndurance1
Fri, Jul-06-07, 23:11
I appreciate your post! It is always great to read your thoughts and comments on various posts here! You are certainly one of the low carb heros around here (or lower carb heros anyhow). :smile:

I followed your links to your blog and found it interesting that you too are interested in tracking your ancestors (something that used to be a major preoccupation for me, but lately not so much). Genealogy is really interesting, and finding all the folks in history I am actually related to just blows my mind! I am sure you are having similar wonderful finds from reading your posts!

Good luck on all your tremendous successes and especially on such a positive attitude and commitment these past four years! Thanks for being an inspiration to me and to others!

MisterE
Sat, Jul-07-07, 07:41
Happy Anniversary from another member of the TDC class of '03! You have come a long way and shared a great deal of learned and hard earned wisdom! Here is to your every success.