Scarlet
Sat, Apr-07-07, 11:53
*************RANT WARNING****************
I am not feeling good. Why is my body so sensitive? Other people like my bf can go for hours without food, never think about food, never get cravings, can subsist on carb laden food and be fine. Whereas me I don't eat my dinner properly one day so end up having burger and fries later that evening. Then that messes up my body for the next few days. I look at other people who can eat what they want when they want and their body doesn't give them cravings or illogical hunger or anything.
I hate PCOS! I hate insulin reistance! I hate that I knew nothing about carbs as a child and teenager so overdid them and now can't tolerate them at all. Why is my body so sensitive?
I mean what if I lived in a country where there are only really carbs available like India or something? Would I turn into a crazy person without my protein like I feel like today? What if we ran outta meat?
I've got a substandard body.
When the human body was created I have to say it was very inefficient, imagine if you had to fill your car with pertol like every 3 to 4 hours? Well that's what my and many other humans bodies are like............ What a load of crap..........
I hate my stupid, inefficient, blood sugar issues body! And it doesn't help being around my bf who is like what a normal person is like. His insulin is obviously made of steel, he can go for hours without food and it doesn't bother him. Makes me realise how crap my body is.... stupid I.R.
I am not feeling good. Why is my body so sensitive? Other people like my bf can go for hours without food, never think about food, never get cravings, can subsist on carb laden food and be fine. Whereas me I don't eat my dinner properly one day so end up having burger and fries later that evening. Then that messes up my body for the next few days. I look at other people who can eat what they want when they want and their body doesn't give them cravings or illogical hunger or anything.
I hate PCOS! I hate insulin reistance! I hate that I knew nothing about carbs as a child and teenager so overdid them and now can't tolerate them at all. Why is my body so sensitive?
I mean what if I lived in a country where there are only really carbs available like India or something? Would I turn into a crazy person without my protein like I feel like today? What if we ran outta meat?
I've got a substandard body.
When the human body was created I have to say it was very inefficient, imagine if you had to fill your car with pertol like every 3 to 4 hours? Well that's what my and many other humans bodies are like............ What a load of crap..........
I hate my stupid, inefficient, blood sugar issues body! And it doesn't help being around my bf who is like what a normal person is like. His insulin is obviously made of steel, he can go for hours without food and it doesn't bother him. Makes me realise how crap my body is.... stupid I.R.