i don't know what to do

[brandieb]

i've recently put on 10 pounds and in like two weeks. i didn't know that it was possible. i think i just got upset and chested because no matter what i do i feel ugly and gross. you see...i recently had my breast done and theyhy didn't turn out so great plus they cause me a great deal of pain....
i think i just feel ugly no matter what so i'm just like wtf.... i look bad anyways so why not eat and just be a big girl. i feel like i have no reason to try or to wake up and shower,put on makeup..work.... why should i be worried about my diet,right?
i feel like a loser like i've just let myself goooo.....

i want to start over the 26th.....

do you think i could lose atleast 10 pounds in two weeks....? if i do it very hardcore...no carbs

does anyone know much about the master cleanser diet?


b
p.s sorry for bad spelling..i've bneen drinking :help:

[Judynyc]

Have you considered working with a therapist who specializes in the types of issues that you have? I really do think you need to talk to someone who is a professional in these types of things. You have some serious issues that would be better dealt with in real life, one to one.

I wish you the best!!

[Allergymom]

I second that one Judy. Brandi..you really need some professional help hun. Lots of hidden issues that you need to take care of which in turn has made you have such low self esteem and depressed. God made you and put you on this earth with the intentions of you living to the fullest and doing what is best for your spirit. Its nice to be healthy no matter if you are big or small. Everyone is different. Please stop to take the time to realize that you are a GOOD PERSON and you deserve to be good to yourself. You are so obsessed about your weight. If you are healthy and eating healthy that is what that matters. Don't set such high goals in such short periods of time. If you did get a breast implant, you will gain some weight..They do weigh heavier now. Please take my advice and get some much needed help. God loves you and we do to and care what happens to ya..

Allergymom/Linda